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Daily Devotional for September 11, 2014

Titus 3:5
He saved us because
    of his mercy,
and not because
of any good things
    that we have done.

God washed us by the power
    of the Holy Spirit.
He gave us new birth
    and a fresh beginning.

Scripture taken from the Contemporary English Version © 1991,1992, 1995 by American Bible Society, Used by Permission.

“That which tears open our souls, those holes that splatter our sight, may actually become the thin, open places to see through the mess of this place to the heart-aching beauty beyond.  To Him.  To the God whom we endlessly crave.” – Ann Voskamp ~ One Thousand Gifts*

Today, we remember the horror and heartache of a tragic event that occurred thirteen years ago. It’s probably safe to say that all of our lives were altered forever in some way because of what happened in New York, Pennsylvania, and Washington, DC, during those early morning hours of September 11, 2001. Through a series of events that can only be explained as a “God thing,” I became friends with a woman in Massapequa, New York, whose husband, Keith Glascoe, perished that day while serving as a firefighter for Ladder Co. 21 of the Fire Department New York (FDNY).  Veronica Glascoe Squef was the mother of two boys, 2-year-old Nolan and 1-year-old Owen. Baby Keith was, as she puts it, “a little peanut in my belly.”  He would enter this world in April 2002.

If you are old enough to remember “9-11”, you recall how incredibly “dirty” everything was. Not only were lives lost...they were buried beneath tons of dust and rubble. The bodies of many – including Keith Glascoe - were never recovered. Rescue crews dug for days...cleanup teams worked for months and years...and we all wondered if the area was ever going to be “presentable” again. Would we ever “see through the mess of this place” to heart-aching beauty beyond?  Would we ever find God in this tragedy?  Would He be able to truly restore us and decontaminate our hearts from this event?

Last week, Veronica posted a photo of her boys on their first day back to school...Nolan now a high school junior; Owen beginning high school as a freshman; and Keith starting to middle school. All three boys are healthy, thriving, and always smiling. Veronica posted a tribute to Keith on her Facebook wall that said in part...” We love you, we miss you, we think of you every day, and we will never forget.”

It is important that we remember what happened...that we are vulnerable... and yes, that bad things can – and will – happen.  But more importantly, we must focus on the incredible grace, mercy and cleansing power of God Almighty.  We must recognize His presence in the form of the Holy Spirit...guiding us and “cleaning up the mess” so that we can see the beauty beyond – because it does exist!

God did not leave us on September 11, 2001...He has not left us today. Whatever you are facing...wherever you are “sifting through rubble and debris” and wondering if your life will ever be neat and tidy again...know that God is with you. He is doing the heavy lifting...the Holy Spirit can mend your broken heart and strengthen you for the days to come...and the beauty of a brighter day lies just beyond the “window” of your present struggle. Veronica Squef and countless others understand the concept of “heart-aching beauty beyond”.  They face it every day in the smiles of children left behind...of putting one foot in front of the other and rebuilding their lives – different, but filled with potential.

What God does – and has done – for those who suffer so much as a result of the events of 9-11, He will surely do for each of us. His desire is to wash away whatever keeps us from a deep, abiding relationship with Him and a continual communion with the Holy Spirit. It doesn’t matter who you are...where you are...what you have – or don’t...or what you have or haven’t done...God wants to do this for you. You may not realize it, but God’s presence and grace may truly be “the very thing that you endlessly crave.”  Are you ready to find out? Will this be the day that you turn to Him and begin to trust in His cleansing power?  Don’t you think it should?


©2014 Debbie Robus

Daily Devotional for December 15, 2012

Psalm 34:1-8
I will always praise the Lord.

With all my heart, I will praise the Lord.
Let all who are helpless, listen and be glad.
Honor the Lord with me! Celebrate his great name.

I asked the Lord for help, and he saved me from all my fears.
Keep your eyes on the Lord! You will shine like the sun and never blush with shame.

I was a nobody, but I prayed, and the Lord saved me from all my troubles. If you honor the Lord, his angel will protect you.

Discover for yourself that the Lord is kind. Come to him for protection, and you will be glad.

Scripture taken from the Contemporary English Version © 1991,1992, 1995 by American Bible Society, Used by Permission.

We cannot ignore what happened in Connecticut. As a kindergarten teacher for 8 years (and a first-grade teacher for one year), I am truly heartsick over this tragedy. My students were my children… and all of them are still precious to me. One of these students contacted me on Facebook yesterday to say…”Thought about you a lot today with all this mayhem! I'm glad we were blessed with peaceful times when we were in grade school and you were teaching. It is just awful what has been happening…” This came from one of my first-graders, with whom I shared the joys of a Christmas classroom 35 years ago. The bond between teacher and child is a profound one.

In my short career, I experienced the sudden death of one kindergarten teacher who suffered a brain aneurysm shortly before I took her maternity leave… and the death of another two years later in a Thanksgiving weekend car accident. Our school lost a first-grader one morning when his bicycle was sucked into the brushes of the city street sweeper as he made his way to school. A few years later, we lost a second grader, when her then 13-year-old brother came into the home one evening and fatally stabbed her, his grandfather, and his mother – a junior high teacher in our school system – and injured his four-year-old brother.

I know what you are thinking… where on earth did I teach to experience so much tragedy? This all happened in a neighborhood elementary school in Russellville, Arkansas… a then-quiet, mid-sized college town. And my point in sharing this today is not to try to minimalize what has happened in Connecticut… but rather, to tell you that we will all get through this!

Immediately after hearing the first reports yesterday, I had this compelling image of Jesus… left arm tightly embracing the beautiful children who had just been ushered to Him…right arm reaching down to scoop up the devastated parents, grandparents, teachers, friends, and community members who were in horrific agony. I pictured tears in Jesus’ eyes… an intense sadness over what had transpired… but also, a quiet strength.

Today, as I read Psalm 34, I listened carefully to the words… “I asked the Lord for help, and he saved me from all my fears… I was a nobody, but I prayed, and the Lord saved me from all my troubles.” We must focus on Jesus now… we must call on Him for comfort and strength. There will never be a way to make sense of what has happened… but we can learn some things from it. We can learn to hold each other a little more closely and cherish every minute of the day. We can learn to be more awake and alert to those in our midst who may be troubled and in need of assistance. We can teach our children about Jesus and the home He is preparing for us… because people will die, and children of all ages need to feel the assurance that heaven is a safe, secure, and joyful place of rest.

We are not going to recover from this overnight. I know this from experience. There will be questions and moments of sheer rage… we will even cry out to God and ask, “Why, LORD… WHY did You allow this to happen?” But at the end of the day, we must recognize that God loves us… He really, really loves us… and He is still protecting us and saving us from our troubles. Picture the victims of this heinous crime snuggled in the bosom of Jesus. Feel His arms wrapped tightly around you, saying, “It may take a while… but you’re gonna be okay.”

One more thing… remember to pray for the brother and father of this murderer. They lost two loved ones. They are hurting. I remember how people ostracized the father of the young man who stabbed his family. Mired in the grief of losing three family members and dealing with the nurture of his troubled son and the little one who was injured, he must have wondered if God – and others - really cared for him. I know that He did… and that many in the community cared, as well. And I know that we must show love and compassion to these survivors, also. They have lost – and suffered tremendously. But God can help them, too.

Praise the LORD today. Set aside some time for prayer for all involved in this tragedy. Then take a break from the news coverage and do something to celebrate the season of our LORD’s birth. Honor the LORD with me. Celebrate His name! Let all who are helpless listen… and be glad!

©2012 Debbie Robus